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"What if I stopped trying to be perfect, and just tried to be me?" Read this post to hear how this happened in my own life!
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On Monday I had the privilege of speaking to a group of students at Belmont University. I love speaking, I love college students—everything about it should have been perfect. The problem was even by “Belmont talk round 4” I still had no idea what I wanted to say.


I do this sometimes when I’m writing. Most of my brain is trying to string thoughts together, but there’s this chorus in the back of my mind. It says, “be brilliant, be brilliant, be brilliant,” like a train chugging down the tracks.


Now, I’m sure you can imagine, but writing when those words are leaning over your shoulder is almost impossible.


Lost in my screen, my brow furrowed, I wrote in fits and spurts. My talk was in less than 24 hours and I was stuck. I tried one tactic, then decided I hated it, deleting furiously and starting again. Nothing I wrote was good enough, nothing I wrote was brilliant.


Finally, after hours of wrestling with my laptop, I abandoned it for the moment, wrapped a blanket around my shoulders, and wandered into the living room pathetically. Ignoring the couch completely, I plopped onto the floor feeling very sorry for myself, and very scared that the morning would come and I’d still have nothing to say.


I lay on the floor for a long time, staring up at the ceiling. What can I say that’s brilliant? How can I organize my thoughts in a way that’s life changing? How in the world am I going to make this perfect?


But after a good long time, I finally had a thought. It struck me with an abrupt pop, as the best thoughts always do.


What if I stopped trying to be perfect, and just tried to be me?


The thought stopped me in my tracks, because it’s not a thought I’ve had much recently.


It’s a thought I think very few of us have had recently.


Whether you’re a writer, of a businesswoman, or a student or a mom, whether you’re a wife, or a paralegal, or a teacher, or nanny, I bet you have a similar refrain going through your head. “Be great, do this perfectly, don’t make mistakes, don't screw up.”


I think we all do that. We all want that, we all want to be great. We want to be the best moms, the best wives, the best employees, the best bosses. And so we put that kind of pressure on ourselves—the pressure to be really great, to be brilliant even, the pressure to be perfect.


But the thing I realized as I was lying there, pathetic and stuck in my quest for perfection is this:


The pressure for perfection is paralyzing.


I knew what I wanted to say to the students at Belmont, but that pressure formed a barricade, blocking my thoughts and ideas from coming out like I needed them to.


And so from my position, teary and overwhelmed on my back on the carpet, I had another thought and it went like this: What if we stopped trying to be perfect and just tried to be us?


What if instead of trying to write the world’s most perfect talk, I just showed up and had a conversation? What if instead of trying to be the perfect mom, you just showed up and were you? What if we did that for our husbands, and our employers, and the students we’re teaching?


What if, instead of trying to be perfect, we just showed up and were us?


My friend Ally does lots of speaking like I did on Monday, and before my talk she gave me a piece of advice she’s learned along the way. She learned that when she’s trying to be perfect— trying to write the perfect talk, deliver it exactly like she practiced, never straying from the notes—she delivers her very worst talks.


On the other hand, when she shows up and is open hearted, having a conversation with the audience and just being her, that’s when she does her best.


So what if we showed up open hearted instead of perfect?


What if we took off the pressure to be brilliant and decided to just be us? What if we truly believed that the things inside of us, without the pressure, or the striving, or the working for perfection, were actually enough? I can’t imagine how life changing that would be.



Here are a few podcast episodes related to this topic:


Girls Night #105: How to Find Your Calling and Live With Confidence


Girls Night #98: How to Find More Hope, Joy, and Beauty in Your Everyday Life


Girls Night #99: How to Have True Confidence as a Christian Woman


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  1. I think that nowadays people can detect scripted talks or scripted messages. I spoke this spring at our Authority Intensive conference, and I specifically asked if I could just wing my panel, rather than have an actual talk.

    For me it’s so much easier to talk from the heart, though I don’t do it often as I’d like. Even in everyday conversation, I have a tendency to rehearse what I say, even if it’s seconds before it comes out.

    There’s power in being unfiltered. 😉

  2. Courtney says:

    Happy Thanksgiving, Stephanie! Thank you for your always inspiring words. I’m grateful to have found your blog.

  3. Denise says:

    Thanks for this post Stephanie. I’m a work in progress on this issue. We are always happiest being ourselves aren’t we? When we take a break from imitating others, trying to be others, we sigh with exhaustion and in my case heart tears for relief.
    I’m telling myself that God loves me as I am and He only makes one of a kind creations. He is the ultimate artist and we as his creations look best in our own individual frames.
    I am trying to emphasise to have others as inspiration to certain areas of my life but live how God is asking me to. It’s freeing but to be honest after spending so many years trying to be anyone else except myself it is somewhat scary too. I now have to rely on God to keep my heart open in loving acceptance of me, as I am, beloved and forgiven by God and living out all of my talents for His glory alone. I don’t need to be accepted by anyone else, because in am approved and accepted by God. I’m answerable to Him alone when it comes down to it. And so this year is all about adventure, living Gods way, and being open to life Gods way. Blessings to you and thank you for writing about issues that for some of us and big and somewhat heart wrenching and joy destroying thoughts and feelings. Xo

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